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My stomach fat is like a macaroni salad of emotions.
When I had my acupuncture session the other day I told him that I noticed that ‘guilt’ kept coming up for me. And I thought it was interesting, because I don’t ACTIVELY FEEL the guilt, so it’s hard to notice. But when I feel into my body… I feel like it is lodged in...
read moreOn frogs and laying face up almost naked
So I had a wonderful experience a few days ago. I saw my favorite acupuncturist / energy guy. He is from Guatemala originally but has lived here (in the U.S.) a long time now. And he has such good energy! So I told him what I intuitively felt was out of balance and...
read more🌟Holding the illogical🌟
When I am doing energy work there are so many things that come up that to my left brain are totally illogical. They make no sense. But I don’t judge them, I just move past them. And I keep going. Because I know what I am doing. And because I am not swayed or derailed...
read moreQuantum Choice Points
Stepping into an energetic container with me is a VIBE. It is an EXPERIENCE, it is a DECLARATION. It's a choice to UP-LEVEL. It is a vortex. It allows you to create momentum, and more momentum, and more momentum. It allows you to spiral up and up and up, FAST. When...
read moreLevels of Receiving
The level of receiving you are a match for in your adult life is being reflected back to you by what your child hood self felt he/she could receive from her parents. And everything he/she feels she could or could not receive is also playing out in your adult life. If...
read morePatterns with money
So, I love money. I really do. When I think about having more of it I get very excited and want to go to fun things with it. I associate money with fun. I also associate it with not knowing when it's going to come, but when it does there sure is a lot of it! This...
read moreChanging the emotional patterning in your body
When the work / alchemical change dropped into my body about what needed to happen in order for me to fully release and fully allow my business to prosper, one of the things that came forth was the ‘relationship’ that I was having with my business on a vibrational...
read moreThe Power of Inspiration
Just wanted to write you all and tell you what has come up for me today. So I had all this inspiration come thru me the yesterday (I filmed 7 videos) after my 2 client calls, and after talking to my friend for an hour on the phone. And I woke up today and felt some...
read moreAbout spending money on things I didn’t need.
When I did my inner child work… when I went into the emotions in my body (this was back in Dec) I sank into my body and I could feel all these feelings of having been deluded. I could feel the feelings of being ‘had’. Of regretting some of the things I had spent money...
read moreThe identities in your sub are dictating your level of receiving
Today I want to talk about collapsing the archetypes / identities that are keeping you stuck. I can’t even tell you in words HOW MUCH THIS CHANGED MY LIFE. When I figured this out (READ: I shut up long enough to listen to spirits medicine) it was like, OMG, I just...
read moreYou can ask and interact with the Quantum Container
I am not your source. If you choose to enter into the energetic container Merge With Your Power then you are entering into a quantum contain. And I am not your source, the Energetic Container & God Force Energy is your source. The energetic container is just a...
read moreJust let your soul wear a bathing suit
You know how I sell stuff? I move deeply into what I KNOW. What I really really deeply just KNOW. Not on a belief structure level, but on a deep alchemical soul level knowing, because I’ve had the experience. I've had the transformation. I know it within my bones. And...
read moreEnergetic Container VS Single Sessions
I’ve had multiple people reach out about my new program. “Merge With Your Power” wanting to know the difference between doing this with me NOW and doing single sessions instead. And this is my fault, I should have made myself clear. Deciding to do a single session is...
read moreCreate with your presence
Merge with your power. Create change with your presence. Then… you don’t have to ‘do’ stuff over a loooonnnngggg period of time. And wait for things to happen. And wonder when its going to happen for you. Wonder when you're going to break thru. You’ll break thru when...
read moreRemoving identities in the subconscious & installing new ones
Every archetype that you have running in your subconscious has different ideas about life. Has different ideas about what they can have. What they deserve. How others treat them. And what they can attain, as well as how they would even go about attaining those things....
read moreAfraid of being seen and receiving
I used to have trouble posting on FB. I had trouble because I was afraid of being seen. I was afraid of being seen because I was afraid of receiving. I was afraid of receiving attention / friends etc, because that might lead to me being wanted / receiving more than...
read moreWhen your new offer shows up as a Black Panther.
When your new program shows up for you as a black panther and starts speaking to you… 🐆 ME: Why did you show yourself to me as a ‘black’ panther? 🐆 BLACK PANTHER: I move in the darkness. I am one with the darkness. And I am going to take your clients into the jungle...
read moreHow I broke through. 🔥
How I broke through. 🔥 I share a lot of what is happening with me on the Internet here, and I have even more stories coming shortly. But in the last few months my life as exploded and I’ve broken thru on a lot of levels. 🤩 🤯 And one of the reasons I’ve broken thru so...
read moreManifesting all the things 🌟✨⚡️🌟✨⚡️
I have decided I am ready for a 🌹 new boyfriend🌹 now. Finally. 😂 And now that I’ve moved to a new place emotionally where I am ready. I have energetically moved myself into the energy of ‘he is already here’ and each day I have been tuning in and feeling… if I had a...
read moreCreating Offers Shamanically
My day so far… Wake up, notice energetic black panther is in my room, reminds me today is the day to talk to him. (He initially showed up yesterday when I was reading Sigourney Weldon's book Levianthan) Have latte, think about abundance altar. Read Dane Tomas's post...
read moreIt is safe and ok to process deep emotions 💜
I want you all to know that it's ok if thing in your life happen. You can still have equilibrium. Earlier I had to process some deep feelings in my personal life and it was ok. Before I would have been freaked out that that one area of my life would bleed over into...
read moreGoals VS Spirit Led Desires
Most people when it comes to creating the life they want. (And most 3D people for sure) focus on ‘goals’. They decided that when they get this thing, achieve this thing… that THEN they will be happy / have made it / have the accolades of others and be accepted. THIS...
read moreI knew I need another rock.. to let go the the ex-boyfriend
It’s always important to ask yourself… “What is this moment for? What is the soul aligned thing to do right now?” 🙏 Now, normally I get up and just want to write. Words are pouring thru me so fast I can hardly get them down!! But today however I woke up with a...
read moreYou are the one deciding
Deciding that you are the person is an internal thing. Deciding that you are on the other side of where you were, that you are no longer that person that you used to be and you are now an upgraded version of self is an internal choice. An internal shift. And it can...
read moreFeelings of being trapped and depression
Do you know what parts in the psyche do that? Those that are fragmented out of the body. (I see this in my energy work) and when an aspect of self is fragmented out of the body (due to some trauma, could be mild or severe) it is obvious because that part of you feels...
read moreManifestation
You will never manifest something by feeling like you NEED that thing in order to feel safe / loved / worthy / saved period the end. If you feel that way then there is a part of you fragmented out of the body that needs to be integrated. Then your emotions will change...
read moreQueen Energy
When you stop being the queen standing in the audience and start being the queen sitting on her throne… everything changes. That aspect of you is commanding her power. Standing in it. Wielding it. And receiving from it. She is not scared. She is not timid. She is...
read moreYour level of receiving as an adult is reflected in your level of receiving as a child.
The level of receiving you are a match for in your adult life is being reflected back to you by what your childhood self feels he/she could receive from her parents. And everything he/she feels she could or could not receive is also playing out in your adult life. If...
read moreYou will only create what the identities in your subconscious let you have
If you haven’t manifested or at least partially manifested what you want in at least a few months, there is problem. If you’ve been trying to do something for yearrrssss. Or even just a year. And you haven’t made any headway or progress. There is a problem. You need...
read moreChanging your resonance changes your level of receiving
I wasn’t able to do with work I do now on the level that I do it at when I had identities running around in my subconscious that were not conducive to the dreams I wanted to live. The identity aspects of The Failed Initiate (the opposite of the hero archetype) the...
read moreYour Dominate Identities Determine Your Reality
You need to do the thing your soul telling you to do. When you do that EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE. Ask me how I know this. When I was sick and having allergic reactions to chemicals / smoke / basically everything under the sun…. in 2016… my intuition / soul kept...
read moreI have been a queen standing in the audience.
I have been a queen standing in the audience. Literally. I decided today to encode the archetype of the queen fully deeply and completely. When I started my energy session it came to me that she was the 7th archetype down. Meaning, we all have archetypes that we have...
read moreThe Archetype of The Mystic Playing out in my Subconscious
The archetype of the mystic. The mystic is an identity that you can have running in your subconscious that will put cosmic / spiritual things first. And evvvveeeerrrryyyything else is second. This is only a problem if you want to have a family. Or want to have a biz....
read moreThe emotional issue you’re having is mirrored in your childhood somewhere.
Client story (talked about with permission) So today in session I had someone come in, and she was confused about her pricing and her services a little bit. She was looking for clarity around what she wanted to charge and couldn’t decide on a number. So we...
read moreThe Dark Goddess
I have been mulling lately on these deeper aspects of self that are showing up in my psyche. And I can feel that my own dark goddess is starting to make herself more and more known lately. That part of me that fully shows up in the darkness. That sees it all. That...
read moreIF I WERE TO JUST SOLVE MY ISSUE TODAY, THEN WHAT WOULD I NEED TO SEE?
Alright guys, if you’ve followed me for a while you know I am way more into energy work than journaling from the ego. I like journaling, but it is only ONE thing that I’ll sometimes do. But with clients I pretty much only exclusively do energy work, because if you’re...
read moreBe the force
Just because mass consciousness is freaking out doesn’t mean that you need to as well. If you feel panic and anxiety over this whole virus thing, the panic and anxiety was there ‘before’ and mass consciousness is just triggering it with in you. You can energetically...
read moreSpace Ships and Green Houses
The coolest image just downloaded into my head! I saw this image of a space station. I am the space station in this analogy. And there is this little shuttle next to me and the shuttle is my desire. And I see a docking port on the side of my space station, and the...
read moreIt’s not what you’re doing… its WHERE you’re doing it from.
When you get to the energy… behind the energy… behind the energy… things are so easy to change. What it looks like on the surface is NOT the pattern. You have to go underneath it. Energetically. And it’s easy, you just ask... "What is underneath this?" And it will be...
read moreIt’s your frequency, NOT what you’re doing.
When you align with your core self magical things begin happen. When you finally give yourself permission and come back to the truth that what you experience is based on your frequency and not what you do, you can breathe. And relax. And know that giving to yourself,...
read moreExpanded vs Contracted
Do you feel expanded or do you feel contracted? 🕵️♀️ The mind will tell you that you have to do A, B, and C when you want something. But none of that is true. It’s a wild goose chase from your ego. 🦆 You only need to feel into your body and FEEL, what are the...
read moreLove ❤️ letter to money 💰💰💰
Dear money. I am angry that I don’t have more of you. I am sad you never spend more time me. And I just wish you would stay longer. I have fun with you when you're here, but you always leave. I have fun when you’re around, and then contract when you leave. I want you...
read moreRoles and Archetypes in my Subconscious
I’ve been going through an inner transformation lately. Of twisting and shedding and SEEING what really needs to be seen. My logo is an owl for a reason. My favorite thing to do is to see through the dimensions and see what is hidden. I am going through and having...
read moreSoul
The roles / archetypes that your playing out in your life… the victim, the provider, the good girl, are all trying to ‘get stuff’ to feel safe / secure / loved etc. . Your soul is not trying to do any of that. It is just trying to have as much fun and joy as...
read moreFun without issues
When you still have a bunch of ‘issues’ around a subject... you look for other people to tell you / show you how to do something. . When you don’t have ‘issues’... you just naturally make shit up. Have fun. Don’t care. And it WORKS.
read moreWhat it LOOKS Like…
If you don’t have what you ‘want’ - your subconscious thinks that by getting that ‘thing’ you’ll be losing something else that it ranks as a value or survival need - and you’ll self sabotage/ magically push away that ‘thing’. And it will LOOK like it’s happening to...
read moreEnergetic Shields & Mirrors
So… A few weeks ago I had changed my energy and suddenly got 3 dates in 1 week. I was super open and super magnetic to a new boyfriend coming into my life. And I was basking in how wonderful it was to get more dates and how much fun I was having and so forth. And then...
read moreWorking doesn’t = money 💰
Working doesn’t = money 💰 Working hard definitely doesn’t = money 💰 Doing ‘stuff’ doesn’t = money 💰 Time doesn’t = money 💰 ‘Things’ need to take more ‘time’ to get ‘money’ definitely doesn’t = $ 💰 . If you want to get unstuck with money then you definitely need check...
read morePatterns
Survival fears are JUST A PATTERN IN THE BODY. When people feel them they freak out!! Ahhhhh!!!!! Let's run for the hills! But put your Merlin Hat on. And just calmly DELETE them. This is why I like energy work so much. Things that take other people ages... can be...
read moreCopy Machine
The universe is like a copy machine. Whatever you put on the glass is just going to be returned to you. Over and over and over until you put something new on the glass.
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