It’s always important to ask yourself… “What is this moment for? What is the soul aligned thing to do right now?” 🙏 Now, normally I get up and just want to write. Words are pouring thru me so fast I can hardly get them down!! But today however I woke up with a purpose! 

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>>>>>I knew I need another rock.. to let go the the ex-boyfriend.<<<<<

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Because you know, I had ALREADY let go of the ex, and buried a rock and so forth… and somehow he snuck back in! 🤯 (READ: I LET HIM) I had a weak moment. But this morning I remade my decision that he does not pass par and therefore is OUT. 👑 I am encoding in The Queen in my subconscious and my inner queen wouldn’t tolerate his subpar behavior for a second so therefore I am reaffirming my decision. This evening I will let him know, and will delete his contact again. And that will be that. 

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What’s nice is that now that I am daily feeling inside of me what my Inner Queen would do and feeling and acting from there… I know I won’t let him back in again. There will literally be NONE OF THAT! Because I am encoding a new resonance on a deep cellular level and he doesn’t fit into that. 🧙‍♂️👑

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So I fetched 3 littler river rocks that are down the street from my house. One rock represents him, the other represents our relationship, and the third rock represents any addiction cords (karmic or otherwise) we have left. It was clearly shown to me when I woke up that there is some sort of addiction dynamic going on here. So I am going to obviously do the energy work around that. And then I will take the rocks to the park this evening after cutting him loose again.✂️

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I realize now that when I did my cord cutting and rock burying ceremony months ago regarding this relationship:

👉 I had buried a rock that represented ‘the relationship’ 

👉 A rock that represented ‘forgiveness for everything’ (forgiveness towards him, myself, the relationship… all of it) 

👉 And a rock that represented the ‘role’ he was playing in my life. 

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Notice I didn’t bury a rock that represented ‘HIM’. At the time I was neutral to him being in my life or not, because you know I had (and still have) no hard feelings towards him. I just wanted to let go of the ‘role’ he was playing in my life of lover / boyfriend etc because I wanted another man to come into my life and I wanted to be fully open to that. I decided my ‘ex’ wasn’t allowed to energetically or physically fulfill that ‘spot’ of boyfriend in my life anymore. I hope this makes sense. Because you can physically NOT be with someone, but your subconscious can still register that person as being your partner so to speak, and then you won’t attract a new partner because you’re not available for one. 

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So long story short. I was ok before with him still being in my life as a friend (READ: role of a friend) but not a boyfriend. And now I have changed my mind. He doesn’t get to be here at all. There is no reason for it. So NOW, I have a rock for ‘him’ specifically. And as I’m writing this, I feel like I need another rock. I need a ‘karmic lessons closed’ rock. This feels to me like… anything unresolved between us get to be DONE. Anything that I was learning or integrating, or aspects of self that still need to be integrated now get to be integrated. 

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Because every relationship you have you are creating on some level. Even if the aspects of self are buried in your subconscious they are still there and they have preferences too. I know for sure that there were parts of me that wanted to feel safe. He made me feel safe. So those parts of me were attached to him. So consciously I can see how even when the relationship was over, I was still attached. Because I had aspects of self that were fragmented out of the body that associated him with safety. But when I integrated those parts, then I no longer was looking to him for safety. Because I felt safe innately. I didn’t need it from anyone or anything outside of me. And I can feel there may be a few lingering energy things that need to be sorted. But I can do that in an hour it’s no big deal.

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But first, I am going to call him to say goodbye again. Delete his contact again. And do my ceremony with the rocks. Then it will be done. Once it’s done I’ll do the energy session. There is no wrong way for me to do this. I could do it in any order I like, it really doesn’t matter. But I feel like doing the ceremony and then doing the energy work second is how I want to do it this time.

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To me doing the ceremony is me COMMANDING that this is done. So the energy work I do will just be me doing whatever is left to be resolved, because it is already done. There will be no more ‘one more layer’ because I have already commanded it be done. And so it will have to be thus. This feels like such a nice chapter close. I hope I haven’t rambled on too much! And I hoped this helped you all. 

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Part of being in your power is when you see things that need to be sorted, you SORT them. You don’t let them linger. Now if you’ll excuse me I have a ceremony to do! 🧚🌿

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