When you stop being the queen standing in the audience and start being the queen sitting on her throne… everything changes. That aspect of you is commanding her power. Standing in it. Wielding it. And receiving from it. She is not scared. She is not timid.
She is strong, capable, happy and playful. She honors her essence, and honors her power and embodies it fully. So she sits on her throne comfortably. Not needing approval, or pandering or validation. Because she knows who she is.
She is the queen.
And as such she receives the way a queen receives. She speaks the way a queen speaks. And she gives the way a queen gives. Her very essence embodies honor and power. She wears her crown fully and radiates that out of her essence. And the universe response. Because the universe is responding to you always. The universe is just reflecting back to you the way you are being. So choose how you are being and how you are choosing to show up. Not just physically, but energetically as well.
The level of receiving you are a match for in your adult life is being reflected back to you by what your childhood self feels he/she could receive from her parents. And everything he/she feels she could or could not receive is also playing out in your adult life. If your childhood self felt there was a price then your adult self will feel there is a price. If your inner child hood self felt something was out of reach, then your adult self will feel things are out of reach. Its all a direct mirror. And one you stop trying to deal with the reflection (what your adult self needs wants feels she can have) and deal with the source of the pattern, (where the pattern was first created / the emotional pattern of your small self and the identities that were created to cope with said limitations your inner child / subconscious feels) then you will actually be able to create change on a core deep level. Your parents were your first experiences with receiving. So your dynamics around receiving from your parents are mirroring all your experiences in receiving today as an adult. This goes for receiving with money. Receiving with relationships. Receiving with your job. Receiving with your business. Receiving with your friends. And knowing how to work on this level makes change really really easy. Ask me how I know this!
If you haven’t manifested or at least partially manifested what you want in at least a few months, there is problem. If you’ve been trying to do something for yearrrssss. Or even just a year. And you haven’t made any headway or progress. There is a problem. You need assistance. Because you will only create what your subconscious will let you have. Said another way, you will only create what the IDENTITIES IN YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS LET YOU HAVE. Your inner 3-year old doesn’t agree? Well you’re not going to get it then. And if you do try to go for it, it’s going to fear hard, laborious, like its taking blood sweat and tears to accomplish it and you still may not accomplish it in the end. When you have your inner child hood identities and archetypes in alignment with your goal… its feels like you’re sitting on a sailboat coasting in the sun, or on a bob sled going down the mountain. Its so easy and effortless. That what happens when you don’t have the inner resistance of your fragmented-out inner child throwing a tantrum, or an identity archetype playing out either. If you haven’t made head way on something you strongly (from soul) want, then there is a problem. And its some inner alignment thing going on inside of you. Because when you get that right. Knowing what to do is easy. Taking the action you need to do is easy. And you feel like its already done before you even have it because you are the person (read, IDENTITY) that would just naturally have that result. That is how you make manifesting automatic. That is how you make it effortless.
I wasn’t able to do with work I do now on the level that I do it at when I had identities running around in my subconscious that were not conducive to the dreams I wanted to live. The identity aspects of The Failed Initiate (the opposite of the hero archetype) the Abandoned Wounded Orphaned Invisible Child, The Victim, The Servant, The One Not Chosen / or picked second, (don’t have an official title for that identity, but it feels like its own emotional identity)… were all contributing to my demise.
And mean that to be kind of funny, and kind of serious. These aspects of self, and their identity sets, and what they thought was possible, and what they felt they could receive were undermining all my efforts to get ahead / live my life on purpose / receive easily (especially this one). I can see so clearly now… I was never going to live my divine essence and be fully embodied on a deep level dragging around these sorts of identity sets in my subconscious.
They were almost all created to protect me when I was little. To allow me to survive under difficult circumstances and deal with what was going on around me. And I honor them for their service. But I have also had funerals for all them. Because at some point there comes a time when you just have to move on. Because you are not even close to the person you used to be. And you know you also have those aspects in side of you, no matter how hidden they are, that are the key to living your dream life EASILY. Because those aspects already have encoded with-in them, success, and love, and receiving. That’s (partly) how you get stuff without having to do stuff. Because you are the person that just automatically receives and thus things get 1000% easier. People react to you differently. Because you’re being different at a core resonance level. And they feel that and don’t even have words for it, but they know on some level. And because your resonance is different on an identity level, you also attract into your world different people as well as opportunities. And then you’re like… Oh, this is so much easier, how did I even make this so hard before? And then you have core ell change. And you know you can do whatever it is you want to do, because you trust yourself. And you trust yourself, because you’re the ‘type’ of person that would do that. And so you have congruence. And then you do the thing. And then you get the thing. And then the angels sing.
If this resonates with you, and you’re really into energy work, and you know it works, and you just want to step into an energy container with another Merlin to create deep core change in your life. You can message on FB or email me (it’s on the contact page of my website) and see how we can work together.
I took this picture of the stone Celtic Cross (which was several feet taller than me) in the graveyard surrounding Dunfermline Abbey on my trip to the UK last year.
You need to do the thing your soul telling you to do. When you do that EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE. Ask me how I know this. When I was sick and having allergic reactions to chemicals / smoke / basically everything under the sun…. in 2016… my intuition / soul kept yelling at me at the top of its lungs to do energy work. But I resisted. I made excuses, I pretended that I DIDN’T KNOW what I needed to do. And it cost me. Because I floundered for months longer than I needed to. I was sick for months longer than I needed to be. And then finally, after 4 months of KNOWING just beneath the surface of my consciousness what I needed to do… I finally did it. And things changed within 30 min. I booked a session with the energy healer my subconscious was telling me to work with.
And an inutero pattern came up about money and being abandoned by my father and my mother struggling financially very badly at the time. The allergic reactions to chemicals subsided about 80% after that one session over 3 weeks. I had other sessions to do of course. Other patterns related to it to clear. And I did them. And then I kept doing energy work on my own. Every week. Which turned into every day. Which turned into a daily 10 to 15 min habit in the morning. And the more I stepped into THAT. The more my whole life aligned. Because it was always what I was supposed to be doing. It is my soul purpose. It’s what I’m best at. I blow other people out of the water on this subject because it’s my souls gift.
And your souls gift is like that to. And your whole world will align / open up / get into balance / alignment when you do what you came here for. When you do what you can’t not. When you do what is screaming to get out. And if you are having trouble ‘doing’ what you know you came here for, if you feel fear / terror / doubt / crippling unworthiness or fraud syndrome then you have a bunch of energetic emotional patterns clogging up your field. And unresolved stuck emotions in the body… if you follow the energy lines down, the emotions will stem from certain archetypes.
Some archetypes are helpful, and some are not helpful in the least and can even be unpinning / self-sabotaging your whole life. So these archetypes / roles / identities going on in your subconscious are determining what you believe you can have on a deep level, what you believe about reality, and what you emotionally feel worthy of. When you change your identity on a core level you change everything. It is one of the fastest ways for change that I know of. So when you are being your most core aligned soul archetype and embodying that deeply, then you will naturally do the thing you are best at. Then you will naturally do what you are here for and then you will be living your souls purpose.
So, that being said, who do you need to BE? What archetype / role / identity do you need to EMBODY in order to live out your purpose. Said, another way, if you were living out your purpose, when identity would be your prominent/ dominate identity? What identity would you need to be to just effortless wake up and do what you need to be doing / want to be doing / is soul aligned to be doing on a daily basis? I would journal on that.
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