When I had my acupuncture session the other day I told him that I noticed that ‘guilt’ kept coming up for me. And I thought it was interesting, because I don’t ACTIVELY FEEL the guilt, so it’s hard to notice. But when I feel into my body… I feel like it is lodged in my cells and it is vibrating and it is obviously contributing to what I have the capacity to create and receive. Guilt obviously blocks receiving. So I told him I’d like to discharge guilt, shame, and humiliation out of my body.
And during the session I asked him his perspective on excess weight on the body. I just wanted to know his perspective. Our modern society for some reason seems to think that weight has to do with food. And I have never, not even when I was little thought that excess weight had to do with food. That has always seemed preposterous to me. Intuitively… I think it usually, most of the time, it has to do with emotions. So when I asked Carlos his perspective, he said in acupuncture that emotions are water. And that weight is often too much water in the body aka emotions. So he sees weight as stuck emotions in the body. Bingo.
And during the session I asked him his perspective on excess weight on the body. I just wanted to know his perspective. Our modern society for some reason seems to think that weight has to do with food EXCLUSIVELY. And maybe it does for ‘some’ people. But is it the ‘food’? Or is it the ‘emotional reaction’ to the food? Cause those are different things. By clearing up my emotional stuff and doing my energy work I have cleared allergies and such. So how ‘fixed in stone’ and ‘outside of you’ are allergies? Not very from my experience. But anyways, And I have never, not even when I was little thought that excess weight had to do with food. That has always seemed preposterous to me. Intuitively… I think it usually, most of the time, it has to do with emotions. So when I asked Carlos his perspective, he said in acupuncture that emotions are water. And that weight is often too much water in the body aka emotions. So he sees weight as stuck emotions in the body. Bingo. It reminds me of that time that I decided to clear emotions of out of my psoas muscle energetically, (especially terror) and that night my back didn’t ‘pull’ for the first time in years. Go figure.
But anyways, I told him I was glad that was his perspective because if he answered food he was fired as my acupuncturist. 😂 He thought that was funny. So anyways. I noticed after my session that I felt ‘thinner’… not completely, and not all the way, but defiantly thinner. And then I realized that the weight on my body, (I have stomach fat that magically appeared one day out of nowhere) is a conglomeration of emotions. And I saw in my clairvoyant eye the image of a macaroni salad. And I realized that macaroni salad is made up of several ingredients and that each ingredient represents an emotion. And my ‘stomach fat’ is also made up of several emotions all tossed together. And I ‘feel’ fat because that is how those unique blend of emotions ‘feel’ to me. But really, it’s probably 6 or 7 different emotions that blend together. Like macaroni salad. But I don’t say that I feel, sad, depressed, heavy, guilt, fearful, reserved etc. No I say “I feel fat”.
When I show up on potluck day I don’t say, “Hey, I brought some noddles, celery, broccoli, red peppers, cucumbers, and feta cheese”. No. I say, “I brought macaroni salad”. 😂 We just lump things together and then give it a name. And I realize I’m not even really aware of what those conglomerations of emotions are on a daily basis. I don’t feel into them and dissect each piece. But now that I’ve had this awareness I can’t go back. But anyways, that is my epiphany / story of the day. I figured this would make sense to you all in here and it would resonate.
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