This post is purely about remembering the magic inside of you.
Have you seen thru the mountain yet?
Did you set yourself free???
From the thing that you’ve been looking at and seeing as the REASON that you can’t have what you want?
The REASON that your not where you want to be now?
The outside circumstances that you subscribe to on a daily basis and think about all the time as the REASON that no you can’t have that yet? You cant be there yet? You can’t possibly have that much love…
That much joy…
That much connection…
And that much ease…
I mean… who has that??!!!!
You get to have all that you dream of.
You get to have everything work out effortlessly and joyful for you.
You get to have SOUL alignment ALL THE TIME.
But you have to claim it.
And you have to state it as true NOW.
And you can’t keep listening to your internal fear. And the dialog that goes on in your head about all the obstacles. Did you realize they’re not real yet?
Did you realize that there is nothing between you and what your want except that you think there is something between you and what you want? Have you followed your soul today? Have you turned off your fear brain and told it to go take a hike yet?
Have you allowed yourself to indulge today?
Indulge in what you soul is calling you to do?
Indulge in all the feelings and all the layers inside of you?
Have you allowed yourself to connect to another person today?
To really feel your feelings?
Have you talked on the phone with your best friend toady about how to plug up a flue in a fireplace and how foam may or may not work and how bubble wrap and cardboard might be the answer?
Because its those little moments that you’ll remember. The ones that were random. That made no sense and where you got nothing done but soul connection.
The times you lost yourself in doing something you love.
The time you found your dog in the neighbors pool and loved your dog even more because you didn’t like your neighbor that much… and your glad your stinky dog took a bath in it.
That’s is the stuff your life is made out of.
And thinking about your problems and how REAL they are, and how TALL the ‘mountain’ is that you need to scale, will just keep you looking at the mountain.
THERE IS NO MOUNTAIN.
There is no mountain.
If you thought your mountain was a bunch of baloney what would you be thinking right now?
What would your dominate belief structure be?
What would you be doing from soul ailment???
What would you be doing from the place of FUN?
Because that is where all the ‘mountain shrinking’ magic is.
It’s where its always been.
And you’ve ALWAYS been able to shrink the mountain.
You’ve always been able to make it into an ant hill.
You have always had the power to do that.
But you’ll do it when your ready.
When you can’t stand being in pain anymore.
When your done with the struggle and you ready to just go to “this is done”.
And you have always had that power
Have you activated your power today????
I used to be that person that complained about my job. Felt like it was suffocating me. Felt like I just couldn’t go another day to show up somewhere that was so soul draining. And at that time I really thought it was the job. I really thought that if the job would just go away then I would be happy. And it a perfectly human thing to think and to fixate on! And a perfectly human thing to drearily lament on and on to your friend about! We all do that!
And then I decided to stop being so human. To stop playing into the moronic fields of struggle and lack, and difficulty. And I changed my shit around. I changed my energy around. I made new decisions.
And I can tell you now…
YOUR JOB IS WHAT YOU SAY THAT IT IS.
It is not this soul sucking thing unless you say that it is. It is not going to drain the life out of you unless you keep saying that it is.
YOUR REALITY IS MALLEABLE.
Isn’t hat what you have always wanted to remember? Isn’t that what your soul keeps trying to tell you? It’s all up to you and you can do it.
And you’ve always known these truths somewhere inside of you.
You’ve always known that the situations / circumstances outside of you are a projection of what you have going on inside of you.
You have always known somewhere inside of you that we are in a holographic reality.
And the way to change all outside of you is to GO WITHIN. Your vibration is creating the situation. But it is up to you if you let the situation dictate your vibration. No one can vibrate / create for you. No situation outside of you or person outside of you has anything to do with what you can create in your life.
Unless you decide that they do.
Unless you decide that they’re desires / frequency/ intensions are more important than yours and deserve to take precedence over yours.
Unless you are not interested in claiming and stepping into and remembering your own power to choose and create and command all the reality particles that you are surrounded by.
Unless you’re interested in taking a back seat in you life and letting your fears take the wheel and drive you and them where they may.
Stop thinking that the shit outside of you is more powerful than you. It’s not. It never was. And someone else’s vibration has nothing to do with what you can BE, or DO, or HAVE…. unless you allow it to.
And you are choosing what you are allowing in you life. You are choosing what is acceptable and normal for you. And it hurts when you allow soother’s to take the wheel of your life and dictate things for you.
Because its not your soul that is driving. And anything that is not YOUR SOUL that is driving your car is going to create feelings of discord and disconnection inside of you.
Because its not how its supposed to be and you know that.
So get back into your drivers seat and be here now.
Step into your souls truth and drive your own car.
It’s only your life.
Didn’t anybody tell you?
Oh no? They told you to hide?
They told you to sit still be a good little girl
Don’t make waves… don’t talk to dead people… don’t freak out the adults who are in their little 3D box of illusion and societal conditioning?
Don’t talk to God that would be wrong.
Don’t tap into the power inside of you that would be wrong.
Don’t be too big.
Don’t be too bright.
That’s not ok. That’s not acceptable.
But you KNOW that all of that ‘talk’ is rubbish.
Because you KNOW that your reality is whatever you say that it is.
And if you are unwilling to listen to the limited realities of others…. And if you are unwilling to allow their smallness to influence you… and to cloud and overshadow YOUR TRUTH….
You’re just like me.
Unwilling to do what other people tell you to do.
Unwilling to live a boring life.
Unwilling to allow your passion and your voice go unnoticed while your slips by you into some sort of bland milquetoast normalcy like other the other people are living.
You are a creator.
You are a multidimensional master.
And you have come here for more than the picket fence and the shiny car that takes your whole paycheck.
You are here to birth your soul onto this plane.
You are here to live in accordance with your own truth.
You are here to create things on your terms that feel soul aligned with YOU.
Because there is only you.
There is only you.
There is only you.
And you are magnificent.
And you are creating love reflected back to you in all ways.
And you are creating massive undulations of joy and delightfulness all around you.
And you are radiating out mega super human vibes.
And then it is so.
And that is what you get.
And you know that.
In your soul.
What is really really really epically true for you that you can’t turn away from?
What has always been your truth?
Because that is you breath.
That is you life force.
That is your joy and power on the physical plane.
Are you aligned?
Are you the person who would create the thing/ have the thing/ be doing the ‘things’ on a daily basis?
Because if not… you’re not going to manifest it in the most epic / fun/ flowy way!!!
I’ve had to do some hard looking at how I am BEING in regard to my relationship. How I am being when it comes to BEING a vibrational match to what I want in a relationship. How I want it to feel. How I want to spend my days on a daily basis. What I choose to be REAL for me.
What I choose to for my amazing, and loving, and soul inspiring, and ‘light me on fire’ emotionally relationship to be for me. The experience that I choose to consciously manifest.
And I have to admit I’m not lined up.
I mean… I am partially lined up. I am probably about 70% lined up.
And that is great… 70% is wayyyyyyy better than how I used to be lined up for sure!!!!
But I have really really high standards for myself!
So no 70% is NOT going to cut it. In fact 99% isn’t even good enough.
Because I know inside that I get to have everything that I dream and desire.
I get to have everything that I my soul is whispering to me that I can create.
And I get to have the 100%.
I get to have most super in flow and alignment relationship known to man.
And I WILL BE A VIBRATIONAL MATCH TO THAT.
And I know it is inevitable.
In my SOUL.
I know that it is already manifesting in the energy.
And every day I choose 100% alignment.
And every day I move my vibration most into the version of me who is living the dreams I desire.
And every day I affirm that it is done.
>> It is inevitable. <<
>> It is happening now. <<
I make lists of all the things I LOVE 💕 LOVE ❤️ LOVE 💗 about what I have going on right now.
And I bask and roll around in those feelings… in those energies.. Because they feel so so so good.
And sometimes it’s a S-T-R-E-T-C-H for me to get myself to flip a certain feeling around. To take something that does feel right – to take the feeling of ‘I can’t have that’ – and turn that around into… ‘Of course I can have that! It’s already done!!!” And I spent the better part of an hour yesterday doing just that.
And in that hour I MOVED WORLDS.
Because that is how you create stuff!!!!!
I vibrated at “I receive $500 on a table”… (I work part time at a super fine dining restaurant) for about 10 to 15 min a day and it took 10 days for that to manifest. AND I didn’t even do it every day. Sometimes I’m lazy, I’m not good at consistency. But I am good at choosing to vibrate at what I want. Which is the most important thing! Because what you vibrate at manifest.
So you must decide that everything is working out FOR YOU.
You must decide that all your efforts and all your choices are bringing in 5 times amount of work you put it in!!!
You get to decide all of this!
Did you know??? Do you remember that truth???
We are in a hologram and we are choosing everything!!!!
Have you chosen yet?
Have you tuned into your soul and chosen and pulled out, and grabbed your truth and looked it in the eye???
That you are powerful!
You are whole already.
You are enough already.
There is nothing you need to do to be good enough.
There is nothing you need to do in order to receive.
I order to have the gold laden gates of prosperity open before you and bestow all your desires and dreams before you served on silver platters with fruit and sandwiches!!!!
It’s already here. The platters are already here. The doors of opportunity are already here.
And they are here because you say that they are.
They are here because you claim them.
And I choose these things on a daily basis.
Case in point.
I like to write.
I like to make my videos and put them on YouTube… and at one point, I was annoyed and I was feeling that I do allllllll this work and I do alllllll these videos and they aren’t returning anything. I want to have more flow, I want to have more money, I want to have to fun and joy…. and I asked the 👻 dreaded 🧠 muggle question… “What do I do?” Which in my genius I WOULD NEVER ASK NOW. Because I know that it’s not about what you do, it’s about HOW YOU ARE BEING…about how fast you are bending time and space to your will, and your ability to stand in your power and command the energy.
I mean of course… how else could it possibly be?
So back to my story, I was begin moanyyyy and complainyyyyy and just feeling sorry for myself. Which does nothing for manifestation by the way. It just creates more of the same. Because what you are feeling and vibrating to impresses on the quantum field around you… the quantum field just returns to you what you impressed upon it…. so being a wet mop is commanding worlds to RETURN MORE OF THE SAME.
Hellooooo Arwen. Get a grip. Return to your core truth.
Turn be told, I wasn’t saying how I wanted things to be.
I wasn’t insisting on it.
I wasn’t insisting on allll my content creates and draws to me all the perfect soul aligned people. .
I wasn’t insisting on my writing and my videos create a frequency, and that frequency draws the right people to me.
I wasn’t insisting on everything I do works.
I wasn’t insisting on everything supports me.
I wasn’t insisting on everything returns more level to me 100 fold.
I wasn’t insisting on my content is from my heart and therefore it draws the perfect peeps to me for years to come.
I wasn’t insisting on my content creates and generates more and more love in my reality and compounds on itself as years pass.
I wasn’t insisting on everything works out NOW.
Because when you insist on it… you tell all the universal particles around you that is what you get to have.
This is what is real for you.
This is how things are you for.
This is you normal… and of course this is how things work.
There is no other way.
You know in your heart it has always been this.
And standing in your truth.
And it is available to you now.
And when you claim it, the golden doors will appear and open before you.
Metaphorically of Couse… unless you really desire to have golden doors or something.
Which you can have if that is what you really want.