What if you could time travel? What if you could move into the future and meet the future you? And ask her questions? And interview her? What would she say and what would she advise you to do? Just like you can give your previous self advice, you can tap into the future you and get advice!!

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And when I look back in time a few years and think about what I regret now and what I would have told that version of myself, I would have told her to make more YouTube videos and keep up with your Instagram posts. And really, these are really my only regrets.

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I wish I would have continually shown up every single day and kept doing what I was feeling inside of me. I wasn’t making videos and doing Instagram posts because I thought that I ‘should’. I was doing them because that was what was directed to me from inside.

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That was what my inner self was telling me to do. And you know… I got tired. I stopped doing the Instagram daily because I collapsed from exhaustion. (Not from Instagram) But from life. I had allllllll the symptoms of Epstein-Barr and could just barely function. My life was soooooo out of alignment that I…

Just.

Couldn’t.

Keep.

Going.

And so I stopped. And I collapsed energetically really and mostly physically. But not alllll the way because I kept working at my job. BUT THAT WAS ALL I DID. I slept and I worked and that was basically it. Until I created more money for myself and had some excess income.

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I remember clearly that I sat down one day on my roommates red couch (I couldn’t afford to live alone) and overhauled my subconscious money stuff. I mean major overhaul. It took me 6 to 8 hours over 3 days and I massively changed everything. All the programming I could think of. And I just changed it. Because I just couldn’t take it any longer.

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I couldn’t deal with not having the money I desired, I couldn’t deal with NOT being supported and I couldn’t deal with being bereft financially anymore. I was so done I can’t even express. And having no energy and sleeping for hours every day and basically being a non-functional person? That wasn’t ok either. That had to stop.

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But back to the money story at hand. That was in the summer of 2016. And despite the exhaustion, I was able to sit on the couch and sort thru my subconscious money stuff knowing what I know about energy work and manifestation. And I did. And my life changed.

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Rapidly.

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I suddenly got another job out of the blue by a friend calling me… and this job effectively doubled my income to just over $40,000 a year. This was a life changing event for me, because prior to that moment, I had made less than $22,000 my whole life.

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Having shifted things into… “Of course I deserve money, and of course I deserve support, and of course I deserve to have job that supports me and lifts up my energy”… my life changed dramatically. And having plenty of income allowed me to slowly move my life back into alignment. And since I was making more money I was actually able to take care of myself…. I followed my intuition and used it to have energy sessions to get myself straightened out and be able to function like a normal person.

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Then I did 5 energy sessions in a row regarding my exhaustion using what I learned from the Matrix Energetics seminars that I went to (10 years ago at this point…) and my exhaustion all but disappeared. I actually feel normal every single day now. So I had amazing results with my exhaustion pattern BECAUSE I FOLLOWED MY INTUITION. And who knows, maybe I would have had amazing results with my YouTube Chanel and Instagram if I had just followed my intuition and kept posting and making videos. But who knows cause I didn’t do it.

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And what will you regret if you don’t do it now? What is the thing that your soul is telling you to do that you’re not doing? What will you regret if you don’t follow your intuition? So are you following it? Are you listening to yourself? Are you following your own inner guidance?

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EXERCISE: I want you to see a ruler in your mind’s eye, except this ruler instead of having inches on it has years on it. And I want you to move into the future onto the 5 year mark on that ruler… and see your future self-standing there. And ask her/him… “Hey future self, what is the one thing, that if I don’t do right now… and do it consistently… that I will regret? What is that thing?

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LISTEN.

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Then write it in the comments if you feel guided.

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Here is the answer from my 5 year from now self:

“You will regret not stepping out more if you don’t do it now. You will regret not sharing your soul and your heart now. And if you make it a practice it will get easier and easier, and that is where all the joy is going to come from. Sharing your heart. And your soul. And all that is inside of you wanting to come out.”

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Much Love,

Arwen