Afraid of being seen and receiving

Afraid of being seen and receiving

I used to have trouble posting on FB. 

I had trouble because I was afraid of being seen. 

I was afraid of being seen because I was afraid of receiving. 

I was afraid of receiving attention / friends etc,

because that might lead to me being wanted / receiving more than my mother. 

It might also lead to having success, clients, money and the like. 

Which, would make my mother jealous. 

Because my subconscious associated receiving money, love, attention, fun, support to live my life as receiving from my father. Whereas my adult self saw that as receiving money, love, attention, fun, support to live my life as receiving from my business. 

Because on the upper levels of consciousness my desires for my business was really on my lower levels of consciousness my desire to receive from my father. 

But deep in my subconscious I associated receiving from my father as being punished by my mother. 

And I was terrified of my mother, so I did everything in my power to stop / block / my father from giving to me any support / love etc because I associated all of that with pain / punishment / being abandoned / death.  

These were the reasons why my business was slow for years. I would only let myself receive so much. Now I’ve obvious smashed thru all that. More and more clients just keep appearing out of the woodwork! And it’s because I have changed my level of receiving. My capacity is 10X what it used to be. No amount of ‘identity your ideal clients’ or ‘follow this strategy’ was going to change my life with these self-sabotaging patterns going on in my sub.  

When your new offer shows up as a Black Panther.

When your new offer shows up as a Black Panther.

When your new program shows up for you as a black panther and starts speaking to you… 

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ME: Why did you show yourself to me as a ‘black’ panther? 

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BLACK PANTHER: I move in the darkness. I am one with the darkness. And I am going to take your clients into the jungle and thru the woods to reclaim themselves. To reclaim lost parts of themselves. To bring back those parts of them that they have long forgotten. And I am going to bring them to them and bring them back to wholeness. You are just going to facilitate. 

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ME: Why are you presenting yourself in this animal shape? 

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BLACK PANTHER: Because I am able to move thru the dimensions silently and track anything. I am able to find the source of the issue. I am able to find the things that can’t be found. I am able to move stealthily and swiftly to the core what needs to be energetically resolved. For what can be found is healed instantly. It’s about presence. And being present. Call your program what you want, but I will do the healing. 

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ME: Well then, it think ill call it Jaguar. 

How I broke through. 🔥

How I broke through. 🔥 I share a lot of what is happening with me on the Internet here, and I have even more stories coming shortly. But in the last few months my life as exploded and I’ve broken thru on a lot of levels. 🤩 🤯 And one of the reasons I’ve broken thru so strongly and so easily, is because I am running identities in my subconscious that innately have power. 👑 (Like the queen, the go-to high level energy healer, the wealthy woman etc) were as before I was running identities in my sub that didn’t have power. Like the wounded abandoned child etc. I can’t even tell you how much easier life is now that I am changed these grids / light codes 💫 / computer programs in my sub. All sorts of things are downloaded into my head as to how to create stuff. How to proceed in my business. How to change something in my personal life and these things are coming from my newly encoded identities that are used to ‘having power’. So not having power, like, isn’t a thing for those archetypes, so therefore it’s not a ‘thing’ for me anymore. 

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Its kind of like uninstalling a faulty operating software on your computer that has all sorts of limitations and such, and then installing the newest and best operating system 🔥 THAT YOU CHOSE,🔥 that allows you to do all sorts of nifty things the other one didn’t… because the bandwidth is greater. Its fantastic. And it allows you to have access to multi-verses and parallel time lines that you couldn’t even conceive of before. I think that’s the best part! Let me tel you how amazing of a new man I’m going to manifest!!🌹🌹 I am alllll over it!!!! And it’s happening now. I am stirring the waters of the time space continuum to bring him in. Thats how I brought it all my amazing clients! I commanded them in. ✨⚡️🔥 Because really, somewhere deep inside of me there is a Sorcerous. 🧝‍♀️And she always gets what she commands. So I brought her out. I think things are going to be changing a lot faster over here.  

Manifesting all the things 🌟✨⚡️🌟✨⚡️

I have decided I am ready for a 🌹 new boyfriend🌹 now. Finally. 😂 And now that I’ve moved to a new place emotionally where I am ready. I have energetically moved myself into the energy of ‘he is already here’ and each day I have been tuning in and feeling… if I had a lover what would I like to do with him today? And then I do that. Yesterday I wanted a full body massage. 😍 So I imagined that I received one, and felt into every detail. And it was wonderful! Every single day I have been feeling into this, so much now that in just a few days, it has felt like this easy practice. I feel like I am being taken care of.🌹 I am being loved. 🌹 I am being held. 🌹 And all the things I want RIGHT NOW. 🌹And I’m so excited, because not only am I FEELING how I want to feel right now. I am not waiting. (Waiting only begets more waiting) I know that at some point the energy will ‘tip over’ and the right soul aligned boyfriend will appear! And I’m going to be so filled up and ready when he gets here, that he better be ready! 💜💜💜

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All 🎉manifestation🎉 is… is turning the dial up and up and up.🔥🔥🔥

When I had one client I was in the energy of “Omg I have 3 clients!” 

When I had 3 clients… I was I the energy of “Omg I have 6 clients!”

And when I had 6 clients… I was in the energy of “Omg I have 10 clients a week!” 

And when I had 10 clients, I was in the energy of “I’m booked out. I’m overflowing with people who want to work with me!” 

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You turn the dial up a little bit each day! It’s always about leaning into the next ‘I have a little bit more, and a little bit more. This knocks up your bandwidth to receive.🎉🎉

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Creating change is easy when you have the backing of the whole universe behind you. And you have the backing of the whole universe when you’re listening to your soul. 

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Every blog you don’t write, even video you don’t make, is you blocking your receiving. 🧚 Who knows what the universe could have brought you if you had just DONE THE THINGS. 🧚‍♀️ Manifestation is about energy. And at the same time… it is about taking the inspired action your soul is telling you to do. 🧚‍♀️So, when you don’t do ‘it’… you’re actually blocking on some level the universe bringing you your stuff. Each inspired action you do is like a little mini-portal that the universe can use for your good.. that it can use to bring you divine opportunities, people, and things. Stop blocking your good. LET IT IN. 🧚‍♀️ It’s knocking on your door. Start by doing what you KNOW your soul has already told you to do. 

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The Identities I’m currently embodying / energetically bringing thru the body:

1 Merlin

2 Quantum Queen

3 The go-to High Level Energy Healer

4 Wealthy woman

5 Creator God

Remember… you get to encode into your identity that you are loved / wanted / celebrated / happy / receiving infinitely. Just reminding you. 💜

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This whole time I thought that I was trying to ‘have’ a business. But now I know that it wasn’t that at all. I was trying to BE a certain person. The type of person / the version of ME that just has the business and it is just a naturally extension of who I am. And there is no effort, no striving, no trying, because it is just done. I am this person. And so therefore, it’s easy. 

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You cannot change your reality by trying to change the reflection in the mirror. You change YOU then the image in the mirror changes. You change the root core cause pattern, and then the reflection in the mirror changes. 

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When you learn how to harness universal forces it doesn’t matter when you do things. Because it’s all quantum and there is no time. So you can do things in any order you like, or not do them at all. And you’ll still get the result. 

Creating Offers Shamanically

Creating Offers Shamanically

My day so far… 

Wake up, notice energetic black panther is in my room, reminds me today is the day to talk to him. (He initially showed up yesterday when I was reading Sigourney Weldon’s book Levianthan)

Have latte, think about abundance altar. 

Read Dane Tomas’s post over latte. Re-remember energetic black panther. 

Ask what this moment alone is for, receive inspiration to create Quantum💰Money💰Altar. 

I create the altar, choose the crystal, allow the ceremony to perform to come thru. 

I do said ceremony. Energetic black panther is still staring at me. Check. 

Finish activating altar, crystal, and calling in a divine relationship with Quantum 💰 & Abundance. 

Make lunch. Write this post. 

Talking to a client shortly.

Then I’m SURE the energetic panther is going to pounce on me! 

I’m quite sure he is my new offer. 

I’m sure ill let ya’ll know later.😂🤣

And what I do know, is that if your not creating offers shamanically, your missing out!

 

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