So I have lots of guys that have asked me out over the years, and the majority of them I say no to, or I go out on one date with and that’s it. Sometimes of course it turns into a relationship for a while… But nothing has ever turned into getting married right?
And recently as I have been getting deeper and deeper into myself, I have come to realize what I was really/actually looking for.
I was looking for a man who shared my archetype of Creator God and Merlin and powerful Creator. I was looking for Creator God status on an identity level whether the person consciously knew it or not (probably not – most people don’t even recognize they are this even when they are it…)
But this was never something I could have figured out if I hadn’t first identified this level of identity with in MYSELF.
Creator God is a mixture of the Artist Archetype, the Wizard Archetype and the God Archetype.
The God Archetype as defined by me at this point in time: the part of you that knows his/her power. NOT IN AN “egotistical” way…… NOT IN A “I’m the center of the universe/selfish” way… BUT IN A…. I know my full power kind of way. I know I am at one with the universe kind of way. I know the power of the universe flows thru me. I know my co-creative power with the universe and I stand tall, and I stand fully.
>>Because how could I NOT know I am made of god-stuff?
>>How could I not know I am made up of God Sparkly Particles??
Because of course I am!
Of course I am loved!
Of course the The Universe/God Force flows thru me!
And of course I can create the most epic amazeballs life for myself and impact millions and bring more love to the planet.
Of course.
There is no other way…. BECAUSE THIS IS WHO I AM. AT MY CORE.
And it is that quality that I have to have in all my close relationships. It is that quality that I am looking for in a romantic partner.
Because I can’t live. Without. This.
Any more than I could live with out being this in my core. Its who I have ALWAYS been underneath all the bullshit and underneath all the fears that I have gone thru over the years. And all the patters I have dismantled and allowed to fall away.
This is who I have always been.
It would behoove your to find your base archetype. Hint: its probably mine, or super close in frequency to mine, OR YOU WOULDN’T BE READING THIS.
But that is for you to see. And for you to discover.
Because when you see this part of you… it LOOKS like nothing has happened on the outside, but EVERYTHING has happened in the inside. The universe has irrevocably changed. Forever. For the goodness of your whole life and experience. And suddenly everything in your life makes sense. All your desires. All your hopes and dreams. All of you. Just. Makes. Sense.
XOXO Arwen
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