I mentioned my business to one of my favorite people yesterday. And for the first time when I was talking about it to him… I saw the doubt in his eyes. And I had never noticed that before. And this friend is super intuitive and very grounded so I value his opinion highly. And then I stopped, and for the first time in a long time… I doubted myself.
I stopped and thought…. wait what if all that I desire and dream doesn’t come true just like I desire it to???
What if my big vision doesn’t come about???
And then I stopped, and I REFRAMED. Is this actually —>true?<—
In ultimate truth does this person —- even though I love and trust this person very much, — do they get to determine my reality and my creations?
NO OF COURSE NOT.
No one is in charge of my manifestations but me.
No one is in charge of my energy and my energetic alignment but me.
And no one is in charge of my choice to get up every day and work the energetic principles of the universe that I know are true for me.
That downloaded into my head because I ASKED.
And I remembered my own truth in that moment.
And I remembered that all the things that are somehow downloaded into my head via divine sparkle transmission or whatever you want to call it… are true. My dreams are true. And they are my divine path. And feel right for me. And I know this because my dreams and my visions are FROM INSIDE OF ME. And I know my dreams are real and already partially manifested in the realm of infinite possibilities….. BECAUSE OF HOW IT FEELS. My internal guidance system feels a certain way. It’s its own frequency band… different than all my other thoughts.
And I moved back into FAITH.
Def of Faith —-> The shit inside of you is real. And it’s ALREADY manifested in the energetic realms. And it’s from your higher self. <—-
And it is YOUR JOB to believe your higher-self’s divine downloads MORE than anything anybody else’s doubt says. More than what anybody else’s ego says.
It’s up to you to CLAIM the dream inside of you.
And if you get shaken when other people doubt you, or when other people tell you to your face that YOU CANT DO THAT.
Then you have basically told the universe that what they think matters more than you dreams.
What they think matters more than what you know is ALREADY REAL INSIDE OF YOU.
Then you are a vibrational match to “these outer circumstances/people/public opinions have greater weight than my energetic vibration.” And the universe will say ‘ok” and then you’ll get….. what a person who THINKS that “the bullshit from others MATTERS MORE than what I am vibrating/thinking/feeling at”… would get.
And if you want to get what the version of you that has unshakeable faith KNOWS…. Then you have to BE THAT PERSON NOW.
And that person smiles at her friend when he doubts her, and turns back to her internal knowingness that sometimes doesn’t even have words.
And chooses her own power.
And isn’t shaken by others.
And chooses what is inside of her regardless of all the other bullshit that is going on.
Be that person with unshakable faith.
Def of Faith —-> What you think/know from your own heart MATTERS MORE than what other people’s egos think and know for you. <—-
XOXO
Arwen
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